Love? What's Love got to do with it . . . .

My lovelife lies is causing me total stress at the moment. Why? Well the other night after I had previously set up profiles in various online dating sites to see?? if Sharon was playing up or certainly intending to, guess what? There she was online in RSVP.com.au with a very very recent photo.

It hurt. It very much hurt. I was not a happy chappy.

I had seen her profiles in various stages of the times we were together but thought niavely things are more in my favour.

So what happened you ask? Well I sms her to let her know I've sent email with the profile.
She said not online yet dah...the site had her as online....dahh not a blonde is she.
So to take the short story she basically won't talk to me about it until the weekend and then I told her to face to face as I at least deserve that after 9 months of knowing each other so we'll see.

To her credit she has removed all the profiles, and that at least has lessened my blown out anxiety.

1. She hasn't told me to piss off yet so I may be in with a hope yet.
2. She has taken her profiles down, maybe seen the error of her ways
3. May be shy, but wants to sort things out as I WILL forgive her
4. She has accepted the dozen red roses I sent yesterday as a gesture to a happy reunion.
5. I Love her very much.
6. She was stressed out the other night as I unknowingly forgot she had property settlement in court yesterday and would've been stressed as it was. However that doesn't excuse her from trying the profiles and showing off to her girlfriend whilst she couldn't have been too stressed if she was having the time of her life at my expense.
7. I just need to know one way or the other what is happening....easier said as I pine for her and think of her so much day in day out and I miss her so.
8. I feel my love for her is more true than I've ever felt for someone.

Riker out....for now